Reflection on 2013.

It's New Year's Eve. A time to reflect again.

As always, I can't believe another year has passed by. Here are my highlights for 2013!

1. Moved in to live with hubba and my in laws at Tampines. It was pretty easy to get adjusted to our new home.

2. Celebrated CNY as newly married couple! This meant giving out Ang baos for the first time.

3. Embarked on a healthy eating and exercise lifestyle. Drew so many inspirations from Instagram and detox camp in Malaysia. 

4. Had an awesome trip to Seoul with mum. =D the cherry blossoms were pot of this world and we had such good food  and shopping. 

5. Found out I was preggie and I had a great pregnancy. Gave birth to our lil girl one day before our wedding anni!

6. Engaged our ID and started our home renovation! 

7. Had 3 staycations with hubba! 

8. Became a RO at work. 

Now for 2014, to be honest I have yet to come up with my list of new resolutions. But I have this feeling it will revolve around being a good wife, good mum, good family member and being healthy + happy! Will update soon! 

Happy new year everyone! 

Baby update =)

We brought leia for her check up with Dr Low at Parkway hospital yesterday. My mum and MIL came along to give us some additional help just in case we need it! Really appreciate the support they've been giving us. We really need all the help we can get! 

The clinic checked baby's weight and we were relieved to find out that she gained some! She left hospital at 2.35kg and now she's 2.75kg! phew. I'm glad that we express to give her breast + formula through bottle. She wouldn't be getting so much if I latched her. 

Dr Low checked for her jaundice and it was pretty much gone too! *happy* No need for her to go through phototherapy (I think that's the name of it? Haha). So all the sun tanning in the morning + breast milk helps! 

Now she's just left with her thyroid check so we're really hoping that she'll have normal, non elevated levels. *prays* When she had her blood test taken, my heart ached so much while she was crying in pain. So this is what it feels like to be a parent. You really don't want your child to suffer at all! I had to keep comforting her to tell her I'm there, not knowing whether she really understood me haha. At least there's a familiar voice to her!

Back at home, Leia's sleeping patterns haven't been the most ideal. She loves to sleep in the day so G and I had a few sleepless nights because she kept waking up and wanting to feed at night. I had a emo breakdown two nights ago because it was taking a toll on me and I felt so guilty and mean for getting G to help out. He's starting his new work soon and I don't want to be exhausted then. 

Then last night, my PIL offered to take over one night and thank goodness they did! My MIL managed to delay baby's feeding to midnight by using a pacifier and gave her a full feed. And baby magically knocked out for 5 hours! She also didn't switch on the light and go near baby even when she stirred and made a lot of noise. It was amazing. So we're totally trying this out tonight and hopefully it works! We were really getting desperate and considering getting a last min confinement nanny or maid to help out. *cross fingers* 

Anyway here are some pics capturing our lil girl's progress! 

The labour aftermath!

After 7 hours of labour, I was finally sent to our deluxe ward. The ward was very spacious, with a pseudo living room area with sofa for G to sleep on and guests to sit. Thank goodness we upgraded because the single wards were still rather small and less comfortable. I can't imagine how other patients can take double or four bedder wards. Must be so inconvenient and weird! 

I couldn't get out of bed for 8 hours as instructed by the nurse. Pain began to creep in because of the episiotomy that I had. My gosh it was painful compared to labour pain since I was on epidural. Lying down didn't help because I was putting pressure on the stitches. I really thank God that G was with me all the way. He really gave me the emotional support that I needed to ease the pain. 

Our first visitors were Sophie and mark because they were so nearby. My family and parents in laws visited me thereafter and brought me yummy confinement soup and longan tea. =D it was great to have them visit and see our baby leia too!

On the 1st and 2nd day, I must say the most difficult part was trying to breastfeed our baby. She couldn't stay latched on properly despite various positions and also refused m right side. I felt so horrible, as though I was starving my poor lil one. She was always crying on my chest =( in the end, both G and I made the decision to supplement her with formula milk at night so that she can fill her lil  tummy. I had an emotional breakdown on the 2nd night when leia was crying on me again. Guess baby blues were kicking in full swing! 

Oh before I forget, I must say Parkway east hospital's service is excellent. It's run like a lil boutique hotel. For meals, we always get to choose between Chinese, western and Malay options. And the dishes were always great and delicious! They also have housekeeping services to keep everything clean and neat. Their staff is always so hospitable, friendly and patient. Super thumbs up! 

Anyways, G and I 'checked out' of this wonderful hospital on the 3rd day and went home with our lil girl! 

Here are some pics!

21 Dec 2013 - Our baby is born!

It's been a week since I posted and with good reason!

After my last appointment with Dr Heng, I  popped on 21st Dec 2013 at 11.21am! We suspect Dr Heng's membrane sweep induced labour that very night. I began bleeding slightly and started having contractions at 2am on Saturday. The funny thing was that I was uncertain whether I was having real labour or false contractions. We only waited till 3am when my contractions were 2 minutes apart to go to the hospital.

The entire process seemed so surreal. I can't believe I went through it! The birth process:

4am - Reached parkway east hospital and registered for admission. I could still walk to the labour ward without being wheeled.

4 to 5am - Was asked to change into hospital wear and do urine test. Shortly after, was given enema to clear bowels and also prepare for Epidural. I was encouraged to take Epidural early in order to benefit from its effect. The epidural process was administered by an experienced uncle looking doctor. Thought the process was pretty uncomfortable and painful! Had to viral myself into a ball for him to inject it in my back. 

Was only 3cm dilated.

5am - 8am - Epidural kicked in and I was feeling very relaxed. I pretty much slept through this period, listening to Jayeslee. But I still very uncomfy every time the nurses did a cervix check on me. Really really hate the procedure!

9am - Was 5cm dilated! Doctor Heng checked in on me and broke my water bag. Apparently the nurse who tried to do it earlier didn't do it properly.

9.30-10.30am - I began to feel more pain and contractions but they were still bearable. Nurses checked and I was already 8cm dilated! It was crazy fast!

10.30 - 11.20am - I was told to start pushing by propping my legs up into frog style. I had to push everytime contraction came and there was urge to poop. This part wasn't progressing well because the epidural lessened my urge to push an I was losing energy to push. 

11.21am - In the end, Doctor Heng had to use ventouse to vacuum baby out. Just one push and baby was born! 

Because baby was stuck in my birth canal for a bit, she didn't cry immediately when she was born! This totally freaked me out and I was so scared something was wrong with her. In the meantime, Doctor Heng was still stitching me up from the episiotomy. I was only relieved after baby let out a lil cry after they cleared her mucous and weighed her. Phew! 

Baby was born at 2.50kg exact and measured 50cm! =) 

After quick check by doctor, baby was finally placed on my chest for immediate skin to skin contact. It felt so overwhelming to have her in my arms. The nurse tried to help me start latching her on so that she can learn to breastfeed asap. After a while, they pushed me back to my ward to rest whilst baby gets cleaned up! 

Here's the first photo of our lil Princess Leia after she was born. 

Doctor's visit at 37 weeks!

Had our check up today! 

Lost weight from 61.2kg to 60.4kg. Not sure why but hopefully the weight loss is from me and not baby =(

Doctor Heng checked to see if my cervix dilated and I'm already 2cm dilated! And baby's head is so low that she can even feel it! My gosh. 

She expects baby to be due anytime soon but still scheduled an appt for me on Christmas Eve just in case. 

Ahh! Our lil one is arriving soon! Can't believe it!

Awesome day.

Had a lovely day today =)

I was craving for Din tai fung so we (G + parents) had lunch there! Oo my yummy xiao long bao. It was nice to eat together! 

Visited Strip to get my *fix* to prepare for labour. Thank goodness someone cancelled their appointment so I could do a walk in. Omg the process was soooo painful cause the skin becomes more sensitive during pregnancy. Glad that it was done chop chop!

My MIL wanted to go to the Robinson's sale so we headed to Raffles city for some window shopping. G and I happily bought some decor and kitchen storage thingies for our home. We loved them cause they were so woodsy! Can't wait to use them =D

Then we bought some desserts from the basement to satisfy our sweet tooth! Tada! Bought cakes from two new dessert concepts before we headed to Starbucks for some lattes (green tea for me of course). Feels like we did many things eh! *happy dance*

Back at tampines, we visited Smiggle cause my MIL wanted to buy gifts for the kids. Smiggle has lots of colorful awesome stationery man! I think I would go crazy over the shop if I were in my teens. A lil too old for the brand now. 

We popped by body shop to get some pressie for SIL. I ended buying lots of cranberry shower gel cause they were on sale and smelled heavenly! Got the free membership card due to my big purchase hehe. Got G the sports shower gel too cause it smelled so clean and manly hehe. 👍

Ended our long day eating McDonald's together. Felt nice to spend family time with everyone. Glad that I managed to before I pop! 

Pregnancy: At 37 weeks and on Maternity leave

I just reached 37 weeks! That makes baby full term and it's safe for her to deliver anytime now. 

I started my maternity leave on the 11th dec and have been resting at home. Been trying to spend more time with G, sort out any last min errands + shopping and just have some down time. I've been trying to finish my preggie books too to be prepared for what's to come. 

I honestly feel like I'm playing some waiting game. Just waiting for the moment for baby to arrive! It can feel rather frustrating at times. The both of us can't wait to see our little one!

Symptoms wise, I started experiencing the tightening of my belly at 36 weeks but it's not frequent. And I feel lower belly stitch like pains too. I'm really not sure if they're Braxton hicks contractions or just round ligament pains. It's all very confusing to me! How do labour contractions feel like?! Even after googling, I'm still at a loss -.- I guess I will only know when I really experience them?

Maybe baby's just not ready to see the world yet. We'll probably be able to see doctor Heng this Friday!